Searching

Searching for answers nowadays,

am I wasting life wondering,

running in all directions hazed,

my mind is beat to nothing.

Who can say where I’m going,

I have no reasons so it seems,

burning inside just not knowing,

never wished this much for something.

Running on with the winds of time,

reflects the windows of my soul,

some wait their whole lives for a sign,

reduced to a hypnotized mind.

Somehow nothing seems real,

dreams of a life not quite here,

the emptiness feels like burning steel,

is there really nothing to believe in?

Is this really all there is,

no Elysium, Hell or Heaven,

someone tell me how I’m wrong,

my heart’s never dissolved so fast.

I never knew I could be this alone,

my mind entangled it cannot sleep,

it’s the worst feeling I’ve ever known,

it’s stolen my life away from me.